void

could drugs fill the void. could alcohol fix the problem. can sleeping my life away make it all better. will i forgive and forget. will i forget. can i forget. forgiveness is not the problem. i have absolutely lost my mind. i have changed my outlook completely. 

i do not want to find love any longer. it doesnt exist.

i do not want to bring any more children into this world. its too evil.

i do not want to treat others well. they dont deserve it.

i do not want to live in this world.

i do not want to live in this world.

i cannot live in this world.

i must in order to protect my daughter from all this evil, these lies, these fucked up people.

fucked up people. you are all liars. you all only care for yourselves.

fuck you.