why is it not socially acceptable to forgive a lover that may have strayed. or one that may have told a huge lie. or one that completely fucked you over. its your life. your decision. not one of you knows what it was like to be in anyone elses relationship. to know the love that does exist. to know the need for each other. your society of friends base everything on the bad things you tell them...the tears you cried and the drunk nights they cared for you. but what are friends for if not to catch you when you fall. let me fall. let me make that decision to fall. let me experience the most intense love i have ever. let me break down when he strays or when he chooses drugs over me. to be in his arms is worth it all. society says that makes me stupid. i know me better than society does and i want to feel love even if in the end he kills me. ive already died inside...let me feel love once more.