dont jump the gun dyson. take it for what it is. enjoy your time now and dont expect anything. you will only get hurt or let down. you fucked up remember? do you? i hope you remember all the rotten things you did. i pray you remember all the horrific shit you have done. dont go in expecting anything. go in remembering. go in apologetic with your words, with your actions, with your entirety. go in as a long lost friend. dont get sucked in by what you think you remember.
think before you leap.