look at this magical fucking kindom i seem to have found myself in. wake up to a cold bed and go to sleep in that same cold bed. im terribly pleased by this by the way. hahahhhhhhahahahahaha. i am seeing the past 3 years differently now. its so fucking funny in that way that its actually not funny at all. you all know what im talking about. the past 3 years of my love life has been as productive as it wouldve been if i was lying dead in a ditch. ha. im still laying there but life has finally breathed into my body. im slowly getting up. up up and away, there lauren goes. my memories are the bones in my wings.