the center of attention role is one that i love. i live for shit like that. but when things get personal when im spilling my guts out into a group of people i dont even know the stage fright kicks in. my face turns beat red. my heart pumps at high speeds. my hands shake with fear? i dont know about it being fear, im not scared...im nervous. nervous that my words wont come out right or that those words will fall out of my mouth in splattered messes. damn.