ive come to realize some things scare the living shit out of me....
im not afraid to say so....
-of spiders. as if they are hiding everwhere waiting, planning to take me down for killing their cousins.
-of the ocean. the fact i dont know what the fuck is crawling, swimming, haunting, creeping around under there and im expected to hop in and have fun?
-of the thought of ghosts. i dont know if that shit is real but just the thought of it creeps me the fuck out.
-of the dark. like outside dark. like someones waiting under my car, around the corner, or in the darkness, ready to fucking torture me.
-of the future. because i have no fucking clue what that shit holds for me.
-that i wont succeed and ill end up at bennigans in 30 yrs.
-i wont find "soul-mate" although i dont believe there is only one person out there for you... thats fucking impossible.
-everyday when i look into lindseys eyes and im suppose to know the "right" thing to do always.
what are you scared of?